Saturday, August 14, 2010

Untrusted Devotion

   He craves for truth while she craves for freedom, happiness and satisfaction leads in different path from each other. She leads a strong demise in breaking rules and bending truths, while he set limits and dictates an army of one, she follows passion, while he watches her with admiration, she flies freely, while he is stock perfecting a box of ideology...

  Her actions speaks life, while his motions are limited... She found happiness in the sky... he found satisfaction on his cage.

  As she learned to fly higher, she broke her wings and left pieces of bleeding feathers,,, he noticed a broken life,,, as broken as he is. He cared for her... with his calloused hands he touched her, a free unwanted spirited life touched by a devoted empty soul.

  He learned happiness, he craved for joy, he left his cage and walked way from his satisfaction... he learned to walk, he learned to fly,, she watches him move freely as she heals her broken desires. She learned to imagine rather than to wonder, she learned to observe rather than to ponder, her broken wings with the scarred feathers.. are silently waiting, while she slowly fading,,,

  He learned insanity, she learned vanity, his devotion was lost, her trust have faded, he learned happiness but lost his satisfaction... she found understanding but lost her meaning...

  The sky is still blue,, the earth is still uncluttered. Time have learned not to wait, and day understood his need for night... the window of souls are sleeping,, but the two broken soul are still blindly walking... both lost... both desperately unspoken.

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A day in my life...

 Nothing much happen in my blog this past few days, been working on some stories I made to share. One of my friends told me that i write just like an author of the book she read... and she was a freaking journalist ( WOW! ) and she's hot if I may add... and yeah I heard she's also single. (yipeee). Oh well.. she said I write stories thats a bit dark,,, hmnnn never meant it to be like that... Just wanted to do some writing. But, I do appreciate it! cant say her name she might kill me. but if she agrees to do some profiling about her.. yeah men... hahaha anyway... I just brought  some furniture for our unit... Im hoping my mom will go to Hawaii early next year,,, cause.. im secretly changing the furniture here in our unit...

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hahaha!! shhh!!!

  I was thinking about my another friend who asked me; If I have moved on....?

I honestly don't know...

Its like asking a man who had a delicate surgical procedure if his ribs or his lungs are completely heal...

ohhh wait let me open my scar and check... ohhh yeah its all healed now.. but i think im dying from bleeding...

:( 

hahaha just kidding. 

love you man. you know that! dont mind if i punched you. alright? haha

well.. I had my bed rest from the pain,,, going to stop being a baby and asking doctors to heal me,, im walking away from the hospital that cured me... and Im just  going to let the wound heal naturally just like all men... old school, just pour alcohol in the wound and scream or better yet.... cream!! your heart out from the pain. HAHAhAH!  take a sleep then go back tomorrow to work like nothing happend. haha!


  Im really enthusiastic about blogging, its like having a friend who doesn't scream back at you  and telling how weird I am. Been wanting to have a business on my own, earning and stuff? but i really think I'm getting the hang of this blogging thing, I only have few friends who has been following me.. which im really thankful for. So.. I think Ill stay atleast 6 months in this blogging and see if this will bore me to death... uhhhh Maybe ill blog it when Im down at hell... hmnn ill need to change my blog to hellgoneweirdo.blogspot.com (if this site exist.. please excuse me... im just typing whatever in my mind wants to write...)

  Anyway... I need to go to sm again to have my CPU fix.. again. been using laptop to renovate my blog.. but as all cad operator knows... laptop stinks!!! its all good cause you can carry it around.. but during editing photos and making your own computer aided drawings?.... desktop still rules! Laptop... STINKS!! still kinda cute... just like a baby... stingky and cutie. oh well gonna run now! wait for my story ha? and do please read my blog once in a while and i added a game and 2 chatroom and stuff at the bottom. just check it out... and please? if you can? kindly atleast visit some of the advertisement? i need to fix my brain and psychiatrist cost so much. hahaha! ^^